What I didn't add was the mornings there are cuss words at the end of some of those sentences as I grit my teeth and make myself recite the **** words.
But...*BIG SIGH*... no one ever promised me an easy road. Well, maybe Walt Disney...but that's a whole 'nother therapy session!
This has been a journey full of painful life lessons - AFGE's as my Mom calls them (another f*****g growth experience) - today was a good day but tomorrow this daily prayer may be followed with the favorite sentence "give me the strength to not kill anyone today".