My biggest concern April that you are NOT using AVRT but are under the misconception that you are using it.
Everyone: I certainly do not want to deter anyone who is actually here asking for help. Personally, it seems to me that April needs someone to call her on what she is doing. Not to decrease the frustration of readers like me, but to actually help not JUST her but every person reading this thread and hoping to find an effective method for quitting drinking. And AVRT is an effective method when properly, and seriously, entertained.
That's all.
It's not my place to run this thread. However, I am taking the opportunity to give my personal opinion about what might be going on.
April, please tell us how we can help you. Seriously.
FT