I'm not trying to make plans right now...right now I'm trying to take some time away from attacking my drinking addiction because my stress level every day is simply off the charts. I was going to walk away from this thread since TU just 1 hour or so ago helped me realize my latest attitude towards wanting to keep drinking...but then you made that comment and I felt the need to defend myself.
I've been trying to force myself to be ready to quit the addiction but it isn't working. There are a million reasons I want to quit but I don't seem to have what it takes and don't know what that might be to actually leave it for good.