WTBH, ((((hugs))))
I'm sorry your feeling this way. Holidays can be a real drag with all that going on.
Just a little idea, why don't you and the girls sit down and start to plan your thanksgiving? What your going to have to eat that day, things to cook that they can help with, parades on tv in the morning and finish the night with pop corn, egg nog and a couple of their favorite christmas specials. (Olive the other reindeer is one of my favorites)
This will also help to remind you that YOUR family is right there with you.
BTW, your recovery is looking so good. I'm proud of you and the work you have done.
Your friend,