Sorry TU, my Beast really hates you. lol And nasty-grams were pretty standard for me when drunk, telling you that you made a rude assumption was one of the much more polite nasty-grams I've sent in my drunken days.
I can see why what you said would upset my Beast, first you called me out on my drinking (the thing my Beast lives for) and second, you told me I had to be my own miracle and not wait for one, thereby taking away my excuse to keep drinking (that I didn't have any control to stop). I remember feeling like such a victim that weekend. Like, "Oh, woe is me, I'm trapped forever and nothing and no one can help me." Yeah, that's AV at full speed ahead. But between what you and freethinking said, I realized I'm the only one that can help me and there is no need to wait to reach that mystical "rock bottom", everyone is free to get off the roller coaster from hell whenever they so choose. It's a hard thing to do but it's definitely possible.