Just wanted to post a big thank you to everyone. Made my first full week of not drinking and it's been shockingly easy. I know it's silly to count days and that's not my intent, but I haven't been able to not drink for this long in about 9 months. Crazy how you can go from thinking antabuse is your only hope, to enjoying your first week of practically painless self-recovery. Typing things out and getting your responses carried me to the point of grasping it on my own...I'd give you all a big orgy of hugs if I could.
