How do you not blame yourself?
Just wondering...many times I find myself blaming me for his drinking. Like, if I was prettier he wouldn't have to drink, or if I were skinnier he wouldn't have to drink. Would he treat some other woman the way he treats me? Would he have to get liquored up to spend time with them?
Sometimes I feel like I am holding him back from the life he really wants which is partying like a rock star. I married him , gave him 2 kids, made him settle down and buy this nice house we live in.....I don't know..I guess I'm just feeling really down today...