AlaskaGirl

Hello,

My name is AlaskaGirl.

My drinking is completely out of control.

I have been drinking to the point of black out 4 out of 7 days a week for months now. My drinking has been progressive for years, I am able to drink more and more and more all the time.

I am ashamed.

I am ready to change.

I will be reading here and trying to learn from you all.

Right now my brain is foggy from 3/4ths of a pint of vodka I drank last night.

My eyes are swollen from drink and crying. My body hurts.

My 16 year old daughter called me out for drinking last night, I can't hide it anymore.

I am ready to start this journey, but I will need help. I hope to get to know you all in the days and weeks to come, and look forward to the day that I can offer support to others. Right now I am asking for support from all of you.

I am scared.