Originally Posted by
dsorg 
Thanks for this. I also wake up with feelings of dread. After I get going and get busy at work they subside for the day. The I start to feel that way again right before I go to bed. Does anyone else feel that way?
thanks 4 being here friends.
i'm also one who faces dread first thing in the a.m.-- & again before bed.
so glad i can talk about it here. (i thought it was just me).
***why can i barely face beginning (or ending) each day?***
it's something 2 do with feeling like i expect 2 fail again--(morning).
or have failed again--(eveningtime).
maybe i have 2 lower my expectations, cause i'm always disappointed
in myself & others.
i'd also like 2 be busier-- because what that guy said about distractions is true: taking our minds off ourselves is good.
when i'm more productive, i enjoy life more & don't feel as lonely.
that's why i'm looking 4 more work.
all my kids r grown & gone, so
my 'need 2 be needed' is really gonna depend on my work.
hang in there friends,
make little changes,...
slowly they'll add up to something better
hugs from new york--