Now the rest... I am TERRIFIED. I am terrified that I have fooled them into thinking I'm this great competent teacher and that when it comes time to model, present, lead the teachers in the schools I'll be working in, that I'll crash and burn. I am overwhelmed with a lack of confidence and feel petrified about what I've gotten myself into.
... I feel very scared that there's a lot I don't know and might not be capable of and feel like the people who have put all their faith in me from this company might just be delusional about who they think I am.
OR it is quite possible that this will be YOUR time to shine! It is quite possible that you will rock this job and blow everyone's mind! It is quite possible that this is just the distraction and boost you need to bust through all the other situations that have been holding you back!
I think you're gonna be AWESOME and can't wait to watch you blossom! Hey, that rhymes!
