Guilty feeling
Does anyone else not make plans without A in fear that if you are out having fun that they will go out and drink?
I've been struggling with this and it's destroying me and my friendships. When I am out without AH I feel worried and on edge, knowing that him going out is going to result into him getting drunk. The thought of him drinking makes me sick to my stomach for some unknown reason.
When we are together I have become paranoid that he's drinking or sneaking drinks.
How do you detach?