Please try an aa meeting. You need to realize you're in danger and making crazy decisions. That's a lot of alcohol & can hurt you badly. This disease grows Even when we stop drinking. It wants more more more. It wants us dead. You have so much to offer the world. Can you get in a rehab?
Someday it will all make sense, so laugh at confusion, smile through tears,
& remind yourself it All happens for a reason.
All Big Book quotes are from the 1st edition.
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Sober since May 16, 2011