Actually, I probably won't be able to tell her d/t the relationship I have with her. I am in the same profession and she has threatened to report me if I have a relapse. I have wanted to tell her for the past 2 years but am too afraid. I don't know if she would follow through, but I am not able to take that risk. I really need to find a new Dr., one I can be honest with. I know if the lying continues, I will never be clean.