I actually tried moderation management before I went back to the other group's meeting. Well, moderation was simply a way for me to get drunk. I set a number of drinks for myself to have and then I had twice or three times that number, thinking "I'll try harder next time". lol I saw the chart in Trimpey's book and it makes total sense. The more you drink, the more your "I" loses its inhibition and the more the "it" has a freaking good time and urges you to drink more...and your "I" is "out to lunch" so the "it" just simply gets its way without any fight. So one drink exponentially leads you to another.