AA is an option, but rehab isn't at this time. My husband is away for storm the next two months to help clean up the affects of the recent hurricane. I am a full-time student at college and full time mom. I dont have family to help me care for my children. I have attended a few meetings. Hard for me to speak out loud. I stopped going because I don't know how to share my feelings with others. I've tried therapy to help the underlying problem but all the therapists I saw did no good. I need someone to relate to. Perhaps other mothers whom have recovered. And to say willpower isn't enough is the same as saying there is no hope. I recovered once on my own I can do it again and i am determined. I am here for relation, to open up and speak out. And thats just what I intend to be my first step.