Originally Posted by
ElvisInASkirt 
If I recall correctly the reaction you are looking for is an anticipation of the glow or warmth you felt from alcohol (or whatever effect drew you further into addiction).
I know exactly what you mean about the dry heaving too!
Yeah, the actual site of the sh*t vodka I used to drink definitely does not make me want to drink....I think what *could* trigger me is seeing people drinking around the holidays, etc (people looking like they are having a good time). Maybe I'll try and find some sort of images like that and see what happens.