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i went to my second one.. i was walking around looking for it and these two ladies in white coats kept passing me.. they finally told me that i was the meeting and to come on.. LOL just an hour of them asking my questions.. it was cool and they were nice.. really helped me.. that day i had planned on just going and observing.. so much for that.. but ill be going for some one on one with one of the counselers and get a monthly shot of (i forgot) which kills the cravings and makes it so if you decide to take a drink, it wont affect you (pleasure wise)..
last weeks one was kind of wild.. but im going back tomorrow to see whatsup..
i dont know.. just kind of have the feeling like i need something "more"..