Originally Posted by
Terminally Unique 
It can have its benefits if you want to really get to know your Beast. You can actually speed up the desensitization with repeated, intentional taunts, in effect wearing out the Beast. For example, Elvis could force his Beast to come out and play by watching YouTube video reviews of his favorite German beers. It wouldn't feel pleasant, but it would raise the stakes and ratchet up the beat-down on his Beast.
Instant work out. :-)
I think my problem before was that I seen any encounter with desire as a failure on my own part which is a very defensive approach to take.
I watched a video there about various types of rose wine and I felt some stirrings inside. I can feel 'it' expanding and then contracting again like a lung. It tries to pull me in but if I stop and breath it disappears.
The next phase must begin in earnest and that's coping with eternity.
"I feel uneasy in my own company"
What is it that it is keeping me company? I am 1 person.