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Old 09-27-2011, 12:48 PM
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halvsie
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Location: columbus ohio
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I WAS the next girl.....And they don't treat the next girl better because they don't know how. I'll compile the bs.....basically, I found out my xabf has been engaged 8 times!! I may be the 8th or 9th; who knows? He lies so much. He told me he sabotaged each and every relationship with porn and alcohol. Why hasn't he learned from this? Because, "I don't want to feel." Seriously. He wants no feelings from guilt to happiness because he doesn't know what to do with them. I believe him.

He was charming, loving, supportive and attentive. He listened, was funny and fun to be with, seemed responsible and compassionate, and the flirting, my goodness, the flirting!! When he moved in, all of that changed within hours, I tell you!! He was angry, defensive, sullen, asexual, childlike, and an alcoholic. I lied to myself, saying his attitude change has to be due to the long trip and move to my house....he's tired, I told myself. NOPE. This is who he is, was, and will be. As long as alcohol is his lover, then there is no room for anyone human. It's not like he could twist off my head and drink me.
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