I'm getting better! The divorce is in motion, found another bottle when packing his stuff up... reminder I am doing the right thing!
Just a little scared. Scared of being 33, no kids, no marriage. Scared I might get left with the credit card debt he ran up in MY name! However, I do know being alone has to be a hell of a lot better then being married to an AH.
I keep going over my blessings! Great friends and family, great job, house I can pay all the bills, great dogs, and trying to keep the hope of a great marriage and life to come!
So glad I did not let my selfish side of wanting kids so bad to give in and try with my STBXAH!
I know I am blessed, guess I just had to write it to keep believeing it!
