Thanks LTD, I am putting it aside for a few days. It's another beautiful fall day today...I get to watch my younger D cheer in a football game tonight, I have several more house projects to do before the snow really starts flying here, and I actually feel good this morning.
I also bought paint for my bedroom, and am awaiting my next paycheck so I can buy a gorgeous framed photograph of some mystical trees from a special photographer I know! I am saving a place for it on the wall at the end of my bedroom so its the first thing I see when I wake up. ; )
This is a painfully sad situation, but my gratitude list is still longer than this, so I can't complain. He may not want to share his life with me anymore, but I bet someone out there will be thrilled to have me in theirs someday.