I am slowly recognizing the value in stopping because I am only hurting myself and we are talking sideways anyway, so trying to talk is absolutely pointless. My kids and I have been through enough.
I am debating now the "do I pursue some financial return" or "do I walk away with my debt and call it a painful and expensive lesson learned"? and I am giving myself some time to think about it. I will not be rushed into life altering decisions...
PS I am still feeling dizzy but now its because this little puppy is running circles through my house at top speed - and that is a delightful dizzy feeling! ; )