Funny, LTD, bc I actually believed I had let go of the idea of what I thought I wanted to make my life. I spent a LOT of time this summer trying to flesh out what I wanted to do professionally, what made me tick, what I felt I was best at as well as how I could make that work with my kids being young and in school. Maybe there will be other opportunities that arise and maybe this is still the right path but I am struggling to stay patient and calm when foreclosure and homelessness are looming.
I know it's easy to stay focussed on recovery when things are good and I've been reminding myself that I need to do so even when they are bad but things have been bad for a while and I'm really struggling.
I've networked with everyone I can think of, I'm applying for jobs that I never thought I would and I'm thisclose so many times to getting one I really want and I'm just not sure how to keep picking myself up rejection after rejection.