Hi Florence how are you doing today?? when a baby smiles at you.... nothing matters...
Have you looked up Louise Hay videos ?? they are EXCELLENT!
I watched a couple and they made a difference in my day.
An affirmation I liked is
"everything is unfolding as it should, I am safe and live in the heart of God" (well ... something like that.. )
You are very very strong, I hope you realize it, because I do!