Thank you for the support and encouragement and all the great ideas. I'm looking forward to actually being able to remember ALL of my vacation. I will let my husband and friends know that alcohol is a problem and I will not be drinking. I plan to think of it as a renewing "spa" type get away. Hike in the mountains, eat healthfully, breathe in the fresh mountain air. I'll make sure I always have something non alcoholic available. I'll also read and listen to everything possible recovery related and if I don't bother people here too much I'll check in daily here as "accountability" and for support. Will let y'all know how it goes. With Gods help, and all the support I've already experienced here, I have faith I can dio this. I can't thank you enough for your help. It is so amazing that strangers are so willing to help me! I pray I will one day be able to help others the way u have all helped me!