Skipperling- Honestly, I'm really happy going day to day. When I start to picture the future too much I get overwhelmed. When I take it day to day I can have bad days (and even need to gripe about it!) but know that the next will be better.
So, for now, what I want looks like what I have. My D's and I are so much happier and at ease together with AH gone and that's enough for now.
Oh I guess finding a job I love would be good too!