I guess I need to get to the indifference part. The reason I'm hurting I guess isn't ultimately bc of him but bc I do deep down believe what he says and THAT is why it hurts.
The things he throws at me (word wise) are the same messages I got from my mother for as long as I can remember. It's hard to shrug those words off.
I left out a lot of what happened last night and I think that if it had been just the words I shared above I'd be a lot less upset...There was so much more...
Thanks for the virtual hug-- I needed that. Today's been hard and I appreciate the kind words from all (I like the french saying a lot!)