I always thought that liquor would help me keep a handle on my concentration, life situations and I was in control. I didn't binge in the early days but drank everyday thinking it was 'helping' my life.
Well, 30 years later...I was drinking anything with an alcohol content (except mouthwash lol) binging for days at a time, hiding it, lost my job, and realized that I was not in control.
Remember that its a progressive disease and if you have any reservations over your drinking you may want to stop for a time -this will either confirm or delete your fears of having a problem.