Need to get my key back
still reading and reading... makes my stomach knot up, how much we all share and the common issues...
I don't want to deal with abf...but have to get my apt key back. It hangs out there like a cloud, leaving open a chance to reconcile, rebuild. Not sure I even want that... getting the key is a means to STOP WAITING to see if he will call me, if he intends to admit to what he has done.
Shaking. Tried to call so I can get this done, and out of the way. He won't answer.
Why am I not surprised???
NOTHING IS EVER SOLVED BY DENIAL AND RUNNING FROM ANY ISSUE. Alcoholics are masters at the game of avoiding.