I found from my experience that no Drug ,drink,or anything else that sedates the Body and Mind can be of any help in the final recovery.
I've numbed my feelings for many years,for survival reasons........ie... prevented myself from going Mad,first with denial,then Alcohol,then drugs............all I gained was another lesson,which is good in itself when looked on that way.
It has to be Spiritual...............Awareness/Enlightment is the way to the Spirit.
How do I get IT.
If I do Nothing I wont get it............
If I keep doing the same old things I wont get it either............
I need to get honest with..............HP
I found that I must Clean House...........even if I have to go back to the Begining.
Self will run riot,is not an easy thing to change unless I get Spiritual Help.
I know most people dont want to hear this,I would like an easier way myself ,but there is no other way.............believe me.
Shalom.
