Welcome, thanks for the post. Belief and faith, good topics. God or Jesus, don't know. My problem was I didn't believe in or have faith in myself. Now I do. However you work it, if you work it, and believe and have faith in yourself, there are many paths divergent paths to follow or blaze your own. Whatever one(s) lead to sobriety is(are) pretty damn great in my book. All my best.