breec - sorry for your pain - he sounds like he's unhappy with himself. drinking or not you are right - it is frustrating sometimes to listen and smile and be nice!!!!
i'm sure we all feel like giving up sometimes and hopefully those will be fleeting moments as we get healthier and stronger.
hang in there girlfriend - i feel your pain - i had one of those nights the night before last except mine was pretty wasted!
hugs - cwohio