I've been in your place, and although I thought the feelings would never pass, they did. The following quote somehow soothes me:
"Just when the caterpillar thought the world was over, it became a butterfly."
The fact that you're posting shows strength. I hope better days are right around the corner. Alcohol is only a temporary spirit-lifter, but its long-term effects aren't worth the short-term satisfaction. (This is what I keep telling myself, too.)