Originally Posted by
gr8t2bme 
I thank you for your support but there is nothing to live for except for living in this horrible vicious cycle of being drunk. I feel like a hamster on a running wheel. Constantly going and going and not getting anywhere.
I have decided that this is the rest of my life and will eventually succumb to it. My life has minimal impact on my daughter, family and work. I do love my dogs.
Theresa
Every single person here has felt this way Theresa - but this site is full of
people who have refused to listen to those kinds of thoughts and self-lies and turned their lives around.
you can too - stopping drinking is the first step to dealing with that kind of defeatist talk.
D