Sick of my life
First of all I hate my post name, gr82bme, because it's not.
My life is nothing but a skipping record. Drink, get drunk, get sober for a little while, then start drinking again and have the horrible guilt and depression of a failed life. I can't do this anymore. I hate AA, I have went to so many meeting and they depress me even more. The last meeting I went to was a women's meeting and all they did was talk about death and how to handle it as an alcoholic. ARE YOU KIDDING ME. I am just struggling to deal with everyday life being an alcoholic, how the hell can I deal with death.
Theresa