I just looked for it... I looked for anything unrelated to and unaffected by AA. I live in AL so every place I went was AA and 12-Step oriented... I basically had to go online, use the internet and search for stuff. I also picked up the book Sober For Good by Anne Fletcher. Back in the days when I still bought books from actual bookstores and not online... LOL.
I recently just quit on my own... using nothing. I was just ready to let it all go. I wanted to experience life sober again. I don't regret it. It's been the best choice I've made as an adult.