Originally Posted by
sugarbear1 
I guess you showed her last year. Keep listening, if you go to meetings.
Imagine if I'd have died, I could have had "I bloody well told you!!" on my gravestone!
I'm doing well at the moment anyway and most people know about what I went through now. I don't even feel any shame about talking about having major alcohol problems now.
It happened, nothing I can do about it, I got lucky and time to move on.
Altho i'm going to Vegas for UFC in October, if that isn't a test of 'not getting drunk willpower' I don't know what is.