I hope you are taking care of yourself...stay strong, and follow your gut. If you are that unhappy, life is too short to stay and suffer. Dry or drunk or sober.
Once upon a time, we all thought if they just stopped drinking, everything would be ok. Once upon a time, but not anymore. But that is only because we are older, and wiser, and ready for all the good in life that we so richly deserve.
Life has so much more to offer you...good luck
