Thanks everyone,
I think it was a control issue on my part. The phone call triggered the need to control to make everything turn out ok. I have to keep remembering that it's out of my hands and to let it go.
His life is not my life. I can only control my life. It just hit me from a different angle this time. I'm not used to that,lol.
Thanks for your support.
Hugs,
MG