I get ETG & occasionally 5 Panel. I can't tell you how many times I've taken the train home after testing knowing I'd likely failed, and making every bargain I could think of with the universe and a god I didn't even believe in to just not get caught and sent back to jail. Walking that tightrope was a desperate, nerve wracking hustle. Now that I'm sober, there's not even a second thought when I get called to test, I can be fairly certain that today I won't be arrested, and I save my worry for more important things.