Welcome to SR.
Have you tried other recovery programs to help with your alcohol problem? If not you might look at this list and see if there is one or maybe two that you find you are willing to try. They can really be beneficial to one finding sobriety and learning how to live without alcohol in their lives. Personally AA worked for me but I respect the fact it is not for everyone. I am thankful there are other programs out there suited for each person. Here is the list:
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...formation.html