Wow, it has been a long time! I still remember so many of you, good to see you all again. I am making another go at things, taking a mixed approach. I did go to a certain unmentionable agnostic meeting, finally, but will not go into that here, there is a thread on the secular steps if anyone wants to read about it.
But I am also mixing it with elements of SMART, and my own approach of trying to validate myself, and my good qualities, and not beat myself up so much.
Oh, and RIP Amy Winehouse, I will miss you.
This came as a kind of omen to me, I think, odd as that may sound.