You really aren't alone. I'm just a week into my break-up. I only left my bedroom today and did some much needed housework. My friend dragged me out for the evening and I only just managed to hold back the tears but it was so hard. Sometimes I feel strong and at others all I can think about are the lost hopes and dreams. I know it was never going to get better but I still long to hear from him. My ABF is very angry with me and he isn't going to get in touch and that is very much a good thing, I know. Like me I hope you know that time will heal this and there is something better out there once we let it all go. Being with him was one long heartache whereas I feel this is more intense but it will ease. I'm thinking of you. x