Originally Posted by
loveurself 
Was I possibly crying because I know we could never go back to what we were?
That's a very plausible explanation.
I suppose my reasons for so many tears through our situation was that I was mourning 'what could have been' really more than what was. We have a grieving process as humans.
I also noticed you had been grateful your children won't remember this. I know they're young, but it is entirely probable they will remember this on some level. When you're gentle with yourself, they will learn to mimic your self-care. That will be very very good for them.
