Okay, it is official........I am a freak.............I called my husband and told him that I was very sorry for giving him bad vibes for my own insecurities that I am having......I told him that he should go and I told him that this may give him an opportunity to be able to spend some quality time with an old friend........I told him that I was unfair, I told him that he doesnt have to worry about the kids, they will be taken care of.........I told him that I will be fine and not to worry about me.........
Going outside and Breathing different air did me some good........
I have stopped obsessing, I have decided that this is a great opportunity for me to be able to go to my meeting tonight and get the focus off of him.......I will expect nothing.......I will hope for nothing..........for him...........I am only going to hope that I get something out of my meeting tonight to benifit myself.............
This is so hard
