Lexie - Do you think retirement will be less stressful? I sure hope so, because it sounds to me as though you're mega stressed about something that will be over and done with in a few months. I love what Dolly said about it being just a job, and; "someone else will do it when you're gone." What the heck, let someone else get started now. Perhaps they can lean on and learn from you for the project until you retire. Then you'll both be richer.