Originally Posted by
hwsm 
Sometimes I just feel like a small, wounded child and cry. I don't want closure. I want him. I miss him so much.
I know what you are saying there are times I just start crying for no apparent reason. When my divorce comes I know it will be very difficult to have no contact with him, he's not someone to be ignored and very persistent. He keeps asking me how did we get to this place where we're at and I can only answer him that the alcohol took over him, sad for the both of us.