he just knows me.....
Yes, my H knew me very well too. He knew just how far he had to go to get a reaction. He knew just what to say to reel me back in.
He knew me very well. He sure was surprised when I was different.
Maybe, breec, your recovery is showing. Maybe he is going on this trip because his usual tactics aren't working to drag you down to his level. Maybe he is grasping for something - anything - that will bring out that old you.
I don't know this to be true but it is always a possibility. Stay strong sweetie. This too shall pass.
L