Brownie's up in the Big Dog Park in the sky, probably romping and playing with 4 of mine. He's thinking he's so glad his headache is completely better, and he doesn't feel stiff at all any more!
Maybe someday you will want to rescue one of his brethren and tell them how you saved them in his honor, and tell them stories about Brownie...
I'm sorry for your heartache, I know as I've been there four times.
CLMI