SoberRecovery : Alcoholism Drug Addiction Help and Information - View Single Post - Damn!
Thread: Damn!
View Single Post
Old 07-10-2011, 09:48 AM
  # 4 (permalink)  
Join Date: May 2009
Location: England
Posts: 79
No, I have no excuses. It was some form of mental aberration.

I could almost 'see myself' doing it but I had no power to stop myself. Almost like what I'd imagine an out of body experience to be like. I was sort of numb.

Then I found myself drinking and enjoying it, apparently without guilt.

You all know what I am feeling today. My resistance is very low now.
Smudg3r is offline